Monday, June 12, 2006

there's plenty of time to be dead...

I was talking to a fellow hermit today and we were talking about taking life by the horns.. and we came across how if we ever lived by ourselves we'd have the same old car and the same old small apartment but we'd be having the time of our lives.. coz we'd be blowing off our money on trips and adventures.. its funny how we are now both on each side globe yet we still see eye to eye on things.. we each want to do what the other is doing... hes out climbing mountains..he just got back from Davao and I'm doing my water activities.. just got back from white water rafting.. it's funny when i hear him tell me that i'm a guy trapped in a womans body.. when he tells me i'm "astig" when i try to defy what he thinks about me... he always thought i was some other nice girlie girlie office mate he knew when we were in IPIS mwehehe.. he never knew i could do all those stuff i already did and still be interested in doing them again... he always tells me.. i always thought you were one of those ppl who did things only once and thats it.. you experienced it and thats it..

i think benny awakened some of my adventure genes that were sleeping.. he showed me that you don't always have to be dependent on anybody just to be able to do what you want.. sure it's fun to have alot of friends on these adventures but if you don't have anyone don't let that hold you back... relax when you can... and if you have the determination you can do it..

I was reading his blog the other day.. i think i still need some more of his determination to achieve my 110 ideal body weight.. dang if only he were my neighbor i'd be able to achieve that.. coz i'd tell him to bother me until i got up and ran with him..  until i become lazy again mwahaa... i think i lack the determination to get out of my lazy zone... i just need to be determined like benny.. 5am in the morning is an unholy hour for me but who knew benny is out already running... that is ASTIG... coz I can't get up in the morning and run like I used to before I went to NY which was like 3 yrs ago mwahaha...

oh well here's my catch phrase of the day...

benny: gotta live life...theres plenty of time to be dead