Thursday, July 31, 2014

Ice cream

I wish I can eat ice cream right now.  B-)

THINGS TO DO...








-Visit Peru
-Visit Europe- wow I think Iceland made me feel like I really should not go to europe this year...
-Go on a week long road trip
-finally getting my wish wahoo... NC to Miami c/o Louie and Mare's wedding.. I'm in miami b*tch hehehe...
-Visit the Carribbean
-Travel around the Philippines(hike, boat/kayak,camp, plane)/ visit all the islands
-Ride a hot air balloon
-Go Rock climbing (indoor/outdoor)
Go to Chicago and visit Brenda
-08/04/2012 woohoo =)
-Visit the Inca Trails/Machu Picchu
-Go to San Francisco
(done this already 4 times now 5-28-05, 7-1-, 3-11-06,5-31-08)
-Go on a Sagada trip( it's a trip in the caves in the Philippines)
-Establish my own business
-Visit Stonehendge
-Go on a Halloween Maze
(went to knotts scary farm don't think that counts tho)
-Go snorkelling / scuba diving and say hello to the fishies - Catalina or anywhere
(snorkelling in Scorpion Island- saw s-ting rays and little blue fishies.. i want more) - We did this in hawaii.. we said hello to the dolphins too it was awesome..
-Go sky diving
( i hope i go through this...)---I DID IT 4-16-05 with tes,mads,mitzi,keli,nas,rhodora,archie 4-16-05
-Go Parasailing
-Go on a South African Adventure
-Go surfing
(again hehehehe) JUNE 2004 with mike&louie / Sept 2006 in Hawaii =)
-Go sailing
-Go kayaking (around an island or from one island to the next mwahah)
(went kayaking in Scorpion Island July/2004 and Aug/2005 if i have my dates right)
-Walk to the top of the Statue of Liberty-
=) OMG I never imagined they would open it up again.. I  wasn't able to go to the top but I was at the foot of lady liberty yay! April 2008
-Play baseball / softball
-Study Ballroom Dancing and dress fancy(tried a 1 day class and I loved it, if only my sched did not change.. looking for a new class)
-Lose 20 lbs.
(4 more hehehehe =) as of 6-6-2008 hehehe...) OMG I can't believe I'm at my weight goal.. 120 yahooo...3-23-09
-Run a marathon - are we going to do this this year allen?
(damn Allen I need to step up huh) Okay so I'm starting with fun 5k runs(Color Me Rad 06-22-2013, Muderella 10-04-2014), I may yet surprise myself and train for this
-Go on a nature trip-does San Diego Zoo count as a Nature trip? hahahaha
-omg we went on the Santa Barbara Botanical garden, so awesome.. I love it.. walking through the creek was awesome...
-Go snowboarding/skiing (snwbrd-03-18-2006-Big Bear, 3-19-2010 Utah Snowboarding, and everything on my multiply page.. too many dates hahaha and too lazy to put them here... when I get the time I will...)
-Rent a lodge in the mountains
(03/17-19/2006 Big Bear)
-Eat something exotic - balut is not exotic enough hahahaha
-rabbit at Stinking Rose(well my bro had it but I tried it too :P), stomach, large intestine and small intestine at soot bull gui rim and another korean restaurant..
-Try and do something like amazing race
-Join a triathlon

-Be successful in my work
- work that I want to do and I enjoy like travelling or programming... well if I consider my job now I think I'm successful at it.. I've been there 7 years...- i'm at the library now.. slowly i will climb to where i want to be.. yay!!!
-Go on a religious pilgrimage
-Go to medjougorje ( if that's how you spell it)
-Go to Israel and visit the holy land and the place where they said there was this bath house where even if you bathe in the water you won't get wet.
-Go and swim in the Dead Sea, if I can...

-Visit all the states of the US
(so far i've been to California(San Francisco, San Jose, Pleasanton, Hollywood, Santa Barbara, Big Bear), New York(NY, Buffalo, Niagara Falls), Boston, Nevada(Las Vegas, Reno), Arizona(Grand Canyon), District of Columbia, Virginia, Utah(Salt Lake City-snowboarding), North Carolina, South Carolina, Florida(Miami, Florida Keys, South Beach, Miami Beach), Wisconsin(John and Steph's wedding), Chicago
-Go to Mexico-visit the Aztec and Mayan Ruins- wahooo....
-Go to Canada
(4-26-09 Niagara Falls, visited kuya Jacque and tita Myra)
-Go to Australia and look for Belle and her cute babies and be like allen and climb the bridge...www.bridgeclimb.com.au - gaya gaya hehehe
-Go to Thailand

-Get a cat (himalayan if possible, if not i'd like a siamese) - 
Michael has a cat and her name is Chloe and I absolutely love her. I married him because of her hahaha, jk
-Get a dog (chow chow, st bernard, shitzu, cockapoo or any dog will do except those small rat like dogs) - 
2013 My parents got two so they are mine too hehehe =),  Chief(Pit Bull, German Shepherd mix), Andie(Dacshund, Chihuahua mix) - I love these dogs but Chief is my favorite =), Andie the rat keeps on licking my face from the back of the couch when I'm trying to relax, I find it a little creepy =)
-Own a house(a big one so I can have lots of ppl over)
-Own a convertible
-Go white water rafting - Been doing this for a couple of years now up in the Kern River...

-Go to Hawaii - either swim with the dolphins or ride a submarine - wahooo thanks to Tes and John's wedding we'll be there from Sept 7 to 12 wahooo, went to Maui for our honeymoon in October 2012, Big Island 2013(stayed on Hilo side but visited Kona for 1 day)

-Watch a Broadway show(Les Mis, Cats, Miss saigon, Lion King, Wicked etc.) - We watched a Broadway show in NY but I forgot the title.. so that's one mwehhee...

-Visit Palau - swim at jellyfish lake, try the milky way mud pack - thanks TFC for showing me this place

-Drive a Stick Shift

-Get my belly button pierced

Have more than one ear piercing


I'll try to live my life to the fullest and do half of my list hahaha... and probably drink like there is no tomorow and there is no solution to my problems and pass out on the floor hahaha... - I don't pass out on the floor.. I don't think I ever did this.. maybe at the San Fran pride next week hahaha...


i think snowboarding with the instructors at b*@& #^ trying to scold you when you're trying to do your best would be punishment enough in life.. mwahhaha... - dont know why i put this here hahaha... I was probably so pissed the the instructors at that place up in the mountains hahaha...


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Wednesday, July 30, 2014

07/30/2014 About time

I just saw the movie 'about time' and it made me think.

Do I want to travel back in time?

I do.

For those who do not know me I'm a brooder if there ever was such a word, I brood about stupid things I've done during the day, stuff I didn't say right, or didn't have the courage to say. Sometimes my stupid mind brings me back to scenes from long ago, stuff that I should have forgotten by now. Stuff that has no business in my real life.

I don't think I was always like this, I always thought of myself as a fairly happy person with a positive outlook in life. I don't think I would concentrate on thinking too much. I know I was always wired up thinking of my next trip or adventure. These days though I've been thinking more and brooding more. Maybe it's because finally I caught up with life. I used to feel that I had things I needed to do all the time and that I never had enough time to do them. Maybe that's what stopped me from brooding too much but these days I find myself more relaxed but this opens the floodgates to all my memories. That is why I like the idea of travelling through time.

I told my husband if I could go back in time I would have love to have met him sooner, not only to spend more time with but I wish he met the Ollie that wasn't sick most days with who knows what, the Ollie that could stay up late everyday and still go to work early feeling like a rock star, the Ollie that didn't care about the past too much and what could have beens. The Ollie that had the energy to go do things.

I would love to have the opportunity to see what could have happened if I unmet some people, or maybe met some people at a different point or part of my life. I don't think I would have created a big rift but then again in the movie it showed that whatever happened, if it was meant to be it was meant to be, which means in terms of meeting my awesome friends I would have met them regardless of how things happen, which is still a double edged sword because it also means I would have met the people I wanted to forget no matter what. Drats!  Maybe I could just avoid them. Hahaha...

Thing is though my husband said he was very different when he was younger and he didn't know if I could have handled him, I told him maybe I could have matched him, we don't know.

It makes me realize that there really is a reason why we meet people at the time we meet them. Because they serve a purpose, but I still would love to be able to change some small things if I could.

I loved the movie and I would recommend it to everybody.