of cheaters, liars and users

I never imagined that after 5 years of being with someone, I never really knew him.. I am writing this now because I've come to terms about letting go 3 months ago yet it is only now that I am ready to tell everyone my story...

      

He was just another lying cheating bastard... and I thought I knew him from spending the last 5 years everyday with him.. he was the least likely person I thought would cheat... but as they say silent water runs deep.. no he's not deep, he doesn't have the capacity to be deep hahaha.. am i sarcastic... well he had lots of hangups from the start but i forgave him..  and i let it be.. but this is enough...

whatever

whatever path I choose or whatever I may do I hope everyone will forgive me.. I know apologizing too early is a sign of weakness but I apologize to everyone involved and know the situation.. whatever path I may choose.. i'm sorry.. I'm stupid like that..

--- i wrote this on may 15,2008 and i think i chose the right path... thanks for all your help.. it was the easiest thing to do and I couldn't believe it would be that easy.. and after all that's been happening lately.. i'm glad i broke up with him 3 months and a half ago already.. he's a lying bastard like everyone else.. good riddance biatch... and i thought i was doing the wrong thing.. reality bites you in the ass big time..