Compliments...

I went to work yesterday thinking ugh I'm working tonight again... I looked out my window and tried to gauge the temp in my room and figured it would be warm enough for me to wear slacks, as it has been hot the past few days...i know my room is not a good indication of the weather but hey i think I was right this time hehehe..
so there I was wearing my slacks and a pink wool top I had, minding my business and taking care of the magazine stacks when one of our patrons compliments me that i looked nice.. I was thinking wow.. my angel for the day... I was bored and didn't know what to do with the time I had, I needed to appear busy 'coz my boss was there and she was still doing my evaluations.. not that I would stop looking for stuff to do but still I didn't want her to catch me doing nothing... well she still found me and gave me stuff to do which was ok, it'll keep me busy for the next 3 hours, i was thinking when this other patron came from nowhere complimenting me again, how nice I looked, asking me if I went out on a date or was I going somewhere that's why I was looking so nice today... I told him yeah I went to the library today hehehe... =), the other guy came back and asked me what happened today too, said i was hot and sexy today it makes him think of taking me out on a date... whoa hahaha..that's where it stops hehehe....i told him no you don't need to do that...

I was thinking dang people are being extra nice to me today, hmmm I wonder what's up... did I tip the scales on the good side today hehehe... do they see I'm happy that's why they keep on complimenting me? and as I stood there I was thinking, this dressed up? I just put this on last minute and didn't even think about it... maybe the color suited me... but still, I never even gave any thought on what I wore, I just made sure I wasn't naked going to the library hahaha.. and I was thinking damn I didn't fix myself up and already I have 3 guys complimenting me... yeah there is one more... david my co-worker kept saying I was looking beautiful today, well everyday he does that but today he said i looked special.. I just rolled my eyes at him...
I had three angels yesterday working overtime to make me feel special, I do feel special, oh there is this one girl too, she said she liked my necklace, it looked good on me =).. I have 3 diamond pendants on my necklace, one is the letter O, a birthday gift from my mom, the other one is a heart with 2 other hearts inside, I chose the design but my mom gave it as a bday gift too and the third one is from Reiven, it's the Jerusalem cross encased inside a round glass with diamonds on the outside which makes the cross inside move, it's very unique just like the ring he gave me last September...


oh wait they weren't the only ones making me feel special I almost forgot about the one who made me happy so early in the morning and who started all the niceness yesterday, it was Reiven, just talking to him on the phone everyday and hearing his voice makes my day.. so there I think it started when I woke up and spilled into the library hehehe =)

I know that this post would seem like I'm vain or something but I would be lying if I said that I didn't like being complimented on how I looked... dang I didn't even fix my hair, gloss my lips or put eyeliner on.. wait 'til I do all that hahaha....

song in my head

ok so this song has been bugging me all day... Mike first told me about how nice this song was a few years ago already... and I liked it but it never really stuck to me before.. probably because it never really had any meaning before..

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If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this **much** is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If you're not the one - Daniel Beddingfield

Cleaning my room...

Cleaning my room to make room for new shelves was a good thing to do, here's what I learned...


- My 10 day New York-Boston trip album last 2002? was more finished than I thought it was.. I just have day 9 and day 10 to work on and yay I can show it to everyone.. I just saw some pictures I never remembered I knew, omg I need to find that CD Louie burned for me...


- I missed Louie and Mike more now than before.. guys what happened to our U.S.A. state tripping?


- 7 years is a long time ago hahaha.. and we all looked young in those pictures, not that we don't look young now but dang... need to post the collage soon.. I know I just need time and inspiration...


- I am a clutterbug if there ever was a word... I kept bills from 2005 and it's just sitting there, gathering dust and piling up =).. so it's time to shred everything.. we need master shredder hehehe... cowa bunga!


- I forgot I had a planner, 2004, where I pasted all the movie tickets and places I went to before.. nice huh.. but it wasn't complete.. =(.. better make a new one hehehe...I remember my planner days.. that was awesome.. it has alot of memories.. I look at them fondly now.. the only problem is some of the receipts I used scotch tape on to laminate were ruined and now has nothing on it hahaha...


- finding old music cd's makes you remember that part of your life you'd rather forget hehehe.. omg Jovi you were around during my Gloc 9 days so ok forget just some of them hehehe....

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Habang tumutunog ang gitara sa 'kin, makinig ka sana
Dumungaw ka sa bintana na parang isang harana
Sa awit na aking i-sinulat ko kagabi
'Wag sanang magmadali at 'wag kang mag-atubili dahil...

Kahit na wala akong pera
Kahit na butas aking bulsa
Kahit pa maong ko'y kupas na
At kahit na marami d'yang iba

Ganito man ako (maniwala ka sana sa akin)
Simpleng tao (na ikaw ang lagi kong dalangin)
Ang maipagyayabang ko lang sa 'yo (my love)

[Chorus:]
Pag-ibig ko sa 'yo na 'di magbabago
At kahit na anong bagyo, ika'y masusundo
Ganito lang ako (maniwala ka sana sa akin)
Simpleng tao (na ikaw ang lagi kong dalangin)
Na umaasa hanggang ngayon

Hindi mo namang kailangan ang sagutin
Ang aking hinihiling
Nais na maparating
Na 'di na muli pang dadaloy ang luha
Pupunasan nang kusa
'Di kailangang manghula
Kahit pamasahe lang ang palagi kong dala
Upang makasama ka
Kapag nakikita ka
Lagi kang aalalayan kahit ano man ang 'yong
Mga ibinubulong
Malalim pa sa balon
Ito lamang ang...

[Chorus 1x]

[Verse 2:]
Kay Spider-Man o kay Batman
Kay Superman o Wolverine
Kahit 'di maintindihan
Baka sakaling pansinin

Ganito lang ako (maniwala ka sana sa akin)
Simpleng tao (na ikaw ang lagi kong dalangin)
Ang maipagyayabang ko lang sa 'yo (my love)

(Pag-ibig) Ko sa 'yo, ito'y totoo
Wala nang iba, ikaw at ako
Lang ang nasa isip at panaginip
'Pag nakikita ka, sasabihin ko'y

Nawawala, ikaw na nga
Ang dahilan kung bakit nasulat ko ang tulang
Kahit kanino ay aking maipagyayabang
Minamahal kita subalit tanggapin mo sana kahit...

Ganito lang ako (maniwala ka sana sa akin)
Simpleng tao (na ikaw ang lagi kong dalangin)
Ang maipagyayabang ko lang sa 'yo (my love)

[Chorus:]

Pag-ibig ko sa 'yo na 'di magbabago
At kahit na anong bagyo, ika'y masusundo
Ganito lang ako (maniwala ka sana sa akin)
Simpleng tao (na ikaw ang lagi kong dalangin)
Na umaasa hanggang ngayon sa pag-ibig mo

Sa pag-ibig mo
Sa pag-ibig mo
(Maniwala ka sana sa akin)
(Na ikaw ang lagi kong dalangin)
Sa pag-ibig mo
(Maniwala ka sana sa akin)
(Na ikaw ang lagi kong dalangin)
Sa pag-ibig mo
(Maniwala ka sana sa akin)
(Na ikaw ang lagi kong dalangin)
Sa pag-ibig mo
(Maniwala ka sana sa akin)
(Na ikaw ang lagi kong dalangin)

Simpleng Tao - Gloc 9

not koo koo just happy...

Every day since I can remember I would always wake up with a song in my head. Mind you this does not mean I'm crazy, I'm just.. hearing music in my head just like August Rush... I always felt the music in my heart. The only instrument I can say I'm kinda good at is the guitar and I only play when I'm inspired. Music has been in my family for a long time and it started with my dad and now it's with my brothers.. when people ask me what my place is with the band I say to them I'm the manager.. I think I have an ok voice, just enough to beat people at karaoke hahaha but not to perform, I sound horrible when I try too hard hehehe...


Anyway I woke up this morning with "One Last Cry" in my head... lovely melody, lovely tune but too sad for me.. I'm done crying, I was happy today as I have been for the past week.. got through the kinks in my life and it's time to start a new chapter so this song wasn't a good one for me so as I was driving to work I asked for another song a happy one(no I wasn't talking to myself, I was on the phone) and guess what popped into my head.. "When you're happy and you know it clap your hands...when you're happy and you know it and you surely want to show it, when you're happy and you know it clap your hands...." hehehe.. there goes me and my over-active imagination...


What a nice way to start the day...