Yes I am back to blog again.. Hawaii was so great I didn't want to return to reality.. but alas, here I am again going about our business doing the same mundane things I've been doing for the last 5 years.. hehehe...
I love Tyrone Wells.... we all already know that but for the past few weeks his album has been queued first in my winamp player at work... and most of the time 'Fly' is the song that has me singing along and I think to myself.. isn't it ironic that I love to go places and travel but I'm scared of heights and i had motion sickness before, I hate turbulence, sudden inclines and declines in the road.. i don't know how you call them but they give you the roller coaster feeling when you hit them... and crazy drivers... those that stop and go, stop and go... I used to have my head between my knees all the time when we travel farther than the mall(sm,quad,megamall), school and my lola eden's house... hahaha... well i used to be dizzy alot when i was travelling and i used to be picky with my drivers.. only my dad could drive as I wanted... alot has to be said now but that's a different blog altogether hehehe...
so there I am in the office thinking.. before I got here I was scared about the thought of flying.. not only coz I was thinking that it's gonna be another crazy bus ride home and that I will die if the plane fails... hahaha.. but it's also that that I'm not ready to leave anything behind.. that nothings gonna be the same when i leave... I was so trapped and used to the cocoon I built around me that I was scared to find what was really out there... which wasn't bad i suppose, but my wanderlust was taking ahold of me and coming to l.a. gave me the opportunity to somehow fulfill that and open my heart and my eyes... there's so much more to see in life.. i'm doing most of the things I said I was going to do while I was still alive and yes I love to fly... I just hate sitting there for x number of hours when I could be out in the sun and enjoying it's warmth... hehehe.. Fly embodies how I feel about life.. leaving... and flying... i'm not scared.. not anymore...
Sittin' in the airport waiting for the plane to come
One man walks, one man runs
Seems to me every burden every care
Is about to slip into the air
Chorus:
Some are eager to go
Some have baggage in tow
Some just cry
I'm not ready to fly fly fly
Everybody says goodbye fly fly fly
We all take flight sometime
Sittin' in the airport waiting for the plane to come
A man regrets everything he's done
So many choices that he made along the way
Leave him alone to face this day
(Chorus)
When my plan comes and I hit the sky
And I start to fly darling don't you cry
When my plane comes I'll be more alive
With heaven in my eyes
We will meet again
Fly fly fly everybody says goodbye
Fly fly fly we all take flight sometime, sometime
Fly - Tyrone Wells
