Sometimes I think we set our expectations too high that most of the time we rule out the possibility of disappointment. People, weather and most of the time choices are the factors that affect the outcome of situations. I've heard this line one too many times before, people that you care for hurt you the most. It's amazing how you count on people that you think you can count on and they're the one's who disappoint you. They disappoint you not once, twice or thrice but far more times than you can count on your fingers. It's just crazy that I know it's gonna happen yet there I am out in the open like a matador waiting for the bull to charge, doing nothing, just starting the bull in eye.

Just Because I want to say this: I'm just a phone call away. There is such a thing as voice mail. Cancellations are appreciated if done 1-2 days before, not 2 hours, 5 hours or just before the event.

On a lighter note: "When a door closes another door opens" Never did I expect one of my very OLD(hahaha we're old) friends to come and visit me for my bday... I know he's not really coming for me alone but hey I'll grab the opportunity I can get in seeing him again.. MIKE is gonna be here on my bday wahooo.. aherm.. Louie do you want to come too? hehehe..