Thankful

Oh yeah my grieving time is over hahaha.. as if someone died... not someone but something... the light i kept burning for who knows how long is finally dying.. just like our office plant.. i forgot to water it for one week i think and now it's dying well just some of the stalks are still fighting to live and exist in our crazy, noisy and always chaotic world... how i wish it would just die so i can throw it out and buy a new one... well that's what i'm feeling right now.. that something inside me died or is slowly dying... main reason: neglect.. insensitivity, pride and insecurity...anyway that's beside the point...

I am thankful... thankful that in this crazy world that i live in i have lots of friends... people who can shout at me and make me cry but i still understand that they are just concerned, they want what's best.. it's ironic that they tell me things i actually listen to hahaha... they say that if you have 5 people you can consider your friends you are blessed, you can die happy and you can say that you have lived your life... friends come and go but these women are special to me, i seldom see them, like twice or thrice a year but i know that whatever storm i'm gonna go through they are going to be there for me... this past week was a proof of how lucky i am i have them... that i have someone i can pour my heart to and they'll listen then scold me hahaha for all the stupid things i have done hahaha... i'm thankful they are there to talk to for sad, bad, mad and glad hehehe..

anyway i had a very wonderful time with apple, che and daisy this weekend.. it was kinda an all girls weekend this weekend... i think the guys were starting to be girls too hahah... nah we just didn't care if they heard much of what we were talking about, we just babbled like there was just us.. thanks guys...wish we could do this next week again... and every other week lol haha.. yeah may bantay na d na pwede heheh..

next week i'm gonna go and visit tes again... can't get enough of you baby hahaha... i'm in a partying mode and we are gonna rock san francisco hehehe... hopefully apple, che and daisy will be with us too hahaha..

these are ollie's angels hehehe... apple, tes and anna.. i'm still alive after the weekend, thanks guys...

APPLE: best friend since HS. it's been what 12 years dang were old hahaha.. it feels like forever hahah...

TES: friend since i came to IFCA best friend when I came here.. it was a long time coming huh but I'm glad we became best friends here..

ANNA: known her for what 4 years.. best friend for 3... kung klan d ka na nagbu-bus saka naman tayo naging close hahaha... thanks sister....

love you guys...