I can't believe

what you love most hurts you more... and most of the time they don't realize they hurt you unless you tell them...

i never thought that this could happen right under my nose.. right when everything seemed so perfect.. right when we had it all figured out... right when i thought nothing can stop us... but as all things are.. this too must come to an end..

   

maybe not really the end but i think it'll take time before what i'm feeling right now will be gone.. by then gone will be what was before... just like any other relationship... we need time apart.. we need to cool off... but cooling off usually does not work for me.. it's yes or no... seldom is there a maybe...

      

i expected too much and i can't understand.. i sometimes think i do but i don't think so.. i believe what you say even though im bleeding and you don't seem to understand me... what i can't understand is that i was here before all this happened.. what happened to us.. i feel abandoned... i feel so alone.. i hear you talking yet i can't see beyond the pain... i don't understand what you are saying..

      

yes i thought we were ok after last night.. i was wrong i had so much more to say... so much more to blurt out but i couldn't... not when it came to us... im still hurting.. and i dont know how to say it...

i hate it that somebody could come between us.. just when i thought we were invincible.. sigh...

    

p.s. im not talking about me and my bf =P