The Reason

There's a reason why I don't believe in myself sometimes.. why i doubt what i know and what i say eventhough I know in my freaking heart and mind that I know what I am saying and what I am doing.. I know stuff and I'm not fucking dumb just because I work in this shithole... Just because I don't show you what I can do does not mean I don't know how to do it... it's because of people like you who don't believe me...

 Stop putting me down... I know that the first words, phrases or sentences and how tos that come out of my mouth are correct.. Please do not contradict and ask me 10 times if what I'm saying is right and if what I know is right.. Don't tell me that we'll just ask someone else again coz you are freaking making me doubt myself..



I was smart even before I met you... STOP DOUBTING ME...