Breaking up

I seem to have alot of dreams these days, does it mean that I sleep well.. I don't think so coz most of my dreams occur when I sleep less than 8 hours...

Documented dream 2- sunday's dream

I knew it was me in this dream but it was just like a movie where other people portrayed our characters..anyway...  I dreamt he was cheating on me and it took a while for me to learn about it.. the girl lived in front of our house so I never suspected anything... I was going to school with her so it was normal for her to go home with me... I was at the bus stop where I usually waited for my bf and he sent his best friend there.. i didn't like him coz I new he had a thing for me and the only reason he became friends with my bf was to be close to me.. He said he was sent there to tell me that my bf wasn't coming and that he was gonna take me home.. I said no, never mind, I'll just wait for the bus... This went on for a few weeks and I asked my bf why he kept sending his clone.. he said he was busy.. one day he picked me up and she was there too.. he told me to get off first and he'll drop her off last then he'll just park the car and go to my house.. i asked him why won't he just drop her off first since he's coming to my house anyway.. they had this look between them.. so I suspected them.. and his bestfriend kept on insisting i just ride home with him which was weird... and i asked my bf about it so he said that he was talking with her coz his best friend liked her alot and they were getting serious and he was helping them.. the next scene was a church.. i was invited to their wedding.. my bf and his best friend were already in front and they were waiting for the bride.. all along i thought it was the best friend and the girl getting married.. when she got to the altar she took my bfs hand and they were getting married.. I was like.. wtf.. and the best friend was looking at me sadly like he wishes he could have done something.. then i asked him why.. why marry her and not me... he said she didn't have papers and he wanted to help her.. i said why not help me.. did you ever think of helping me.. did you ever think about me...he said coz i'm already settled and I have papers and can do what I want... I kept crying... then i woke up.. sad and all cried out...

I hate dreams like this... I feel helpless and I can't do anything..


---08/01/2014 It was all real...as far as the marrying and the girl goes....