too much for this day...

and i thought I'd get off from all the stress coz it's sat... i thought wrong.. sigh...

I don't think it ever happened before that I hated someone I haven't met before.. yes I hate you... before you came everything was ok.. families weren't in turmoil.. I don't believe any ounce of your innocent crap.. people from the provinces are smarter than you.. where did you say u grew up at again.. up there in the mountains where there are no people and there are no social skills.. all that crap you were feeding people around you are all lies.. LIAR... what I hate most about this is that people who shouldn't be affected with your money grubbing antics are not only affected but they are also upset... i hate you.. if ever i'll meet you i have a few words for you so help me don't leave me with this bitch alone.. covering up ur ass just so you can move to a much higher paying job is better than telling people the truth.. yes.. being called sweetie in this business doesn't mean harassment.. at least not where I work at.. and YOU ARE NOT THAT PRETTY FOR THE MEN IN THE BLDG TO BE OGLING AND SEXUALLY HARASSING YOU..as you are saying just to get out of your job.. YOU JUST HAVE A DIRTY MIND.. PERV... and don't you know when to gauge when you're being harassed or ppl are just being polite.. save the sob story for your mom.. and stop including us with your freaking shit... get as far as possible from me coz not only will I claw your eyes out when you piss me off again I tell everyone in the bldg you made ur stories up.. yes that's how much I hate you.. good thing I haven't met you yet and I don't have to be nice to you when I see you in downtown... up yours as they say.. i hope you don't find another job in downtown... at the rate you're going by the end of the year everyone will be wary of taking you into their office.. go study.. i'll bet anyone that before the year ends you're gonna go home... if you survive the winter here i'll bury u in the snow... mwahhaa.. yuck I sound mean.. I hate how you bring out the bitch in me... ugh

It's such a disappointment that people who come to downtown are not as dedicated as they were 5 years ago when they come into the business... all they think of is the money when they don't even know anything and common phone call courtesy and conversation has to become a task.. I think flips here in downtown paved the way too much for everyone.. everybody likes us to work for them.. yes we have varying prices but if you don't know anything stop demanding higher wages than employess who have been there longer.. life is too easy for these money grubbing fools... it's such a pity that ppl who need jobs might not get in anymore coz of the bitch in the paragraph above and ppl who ask for more money than they can give service...    

when i get pissed of I hear songs in my head.. ha ha i don't have voices.. not yet mwahaha... so here goes..

Better Off Without You - Tyrone Wells

Almost don't remember
The way it used to be
Where you used to whisper
You belonged to me
You belonged to me

Chorus:
I'm better off without you
Except for when I sleep
I'm better off without you
Besides the time I breath
I keep telling myself
Maybe one day I'll believe
That I’m better off without you
And I'd never think about you
I'm better off without you

I saw you on the sidewalk
And I'd thought I caught your eye
And I wondered if you loved him
As I watched you both walk by
As I watched you just walk by

(Chorus)

Looking at a photograph of you, you’re laughing
I'm standing by your side
I remember you were wearing my favorite perfume
How could you forget about the time you told me I was your only joy
Now when you want to smile,
What do you do, what do you do

(Chorus)

"Ain't Gonna Beg" - Fantasia Barrino

[Fantasia (talk):]
I mean i'm not gon' beg you
I see, i see you just ain't ain't actin right
It's ok


[Verse 1:]
Everytime i need someone to be there when i had me one of them crazy days (i ain't gon' beg you)
Everytime i want someone to treat like they always said they were gon' treat like (i ain't gon' beg you)


[Hook:]
Because i let you slide before
But i see you ain't gon' learn
Since you like to play with fire then imma let us burn
(boy you) ain't nothin'
(gon' miss) my lovin'
And last time was the last time so i'm through with you

[Chorus:]
No i ain't gon' beg you no more
I'm sick and tired of waitin' don't know what i'm waitin' for
Cause you know you don't treat me like you should
When you know i'm the coolest thing up out the hood
No i ain't gon' you no more
And if you not down down with this then baby theres a door
I'm usually not the type to just lay it down and quit
But alot men would get with it
So i ain't gon' beg you no more

[Verse 2:]
Everytime i wanna be wined and dined
Takin out on a friday night to spend a little time (i ain't gon' beg you)
And everytime i need some huggin' and some lovin' but it's late and i don't get nothin'
(i ain't gon' beg you)

[Hook:]

[Chorus:]

(oooo) said i'm through with being patient i ain't here for you just to come and
(take it when you wanna take it)
You took it all for granted (all that good love and all that freaky stuff)
Is all gon'
(ooo... if thats how you is) Then let me tell you this
(take your lame-o tired excuses somewhere eles) somewhere eles
Cause you thinkin i don't wanna hear it (you thinkin i don't wanna hear it)
Stay away i don't wanna get near it
Cause boy i'm movin not only that...

[Chorus]

Ain't gon' beg you to love me
Ain't gon' beg you to hold me
Ain't gon' you to pick up and take me out
I ain't gon' beg you to ice me
Ain't gon' you to want me
Ain't gon' to do things a real man about
I'm tired I'm tired I'm tired

But then again all I have to do is pop in the 2002 North American Tour of the De La Salle Chorale and everything calms down.. yes I think of mike and I'm ok.. no use bothering u with my trivial stuff.. you have enough on ur plate as it is... Love you mike...