crunchy memories

I love how maple leaves are crunchy when you step on them.. reminds me of trees back home when they start to shed their leaves, which I can't seem to remember when.. but I remember the trees in our old house in pasig before... big macopa and santol trees.. they were yummy when they bore fruit... it's funny sometimes when i try to remember sometimes it's only the childhood memories i remember.. sometimes I feel like I slept through high school and college.. I can't remember huge chunks of my past.. well the older i get i can't seem to remember the past ten years of my life.. i'm on my 7th year going on 8th here in the united states and yet 7 years ago was so far and i can't remember what happened then... sometimes snippets of bad memories come rushing in.. and then some good ones.. sometimes i feel like a zombie just going through everyday.. do I ever remember anything anymore?