my own backyard....

I know I haven't been happy lately and more and more I've been itching to go to San Francisco more often than I am supposed to.. the pull is so strong a lot of people wonder if I have a lover tucked somewhere out there.. maybe San Francisco is my lover...

Let me count how many times I've been there last year...
5-31-08 San Francisco Weekend- where I met VJ(the love of my life if he were straight-er) hehehehe...
6-28-08 to 6-29-08 San Francisco Pride/Getaway
8-2-08 to 8-3-08 Rage gang goes to visit the Castro gang
12-20-08 to 12-21-08  Christmas visit with the Castro gang ang Thesz and John


omg I thought I was there more times than I should have been but hey 4 is a big number hahaha.. then again I went there just last week 1-17-09 to 1-19-09 to visit my best friend LJ from Canada.. we had a blast.. I know I said it in my previous blog already but I can't get enough of the fact that now I really know the ins and outs of San Francisco... we did it by bart and muni.. and it was way too much fun I can't stop speaking about it...


So now I wonder why can't I have the same feeling here in L.A. why can't I be happy in my own backyard? maybe because the train system here is f*ckd up? or maybe it's just me... I just feel like the train doesn't really reach the very important parts of the city.. or maybe I just haven't been on the train like I've been in San Francisco.. let me add that to my things to do.. ride the Metro Train for a day and be like a tourist... that would be fun.. I can't wait.. but sometimes it's more fun when you get lost with someone...


Don't get me wrong I have lot's of friends here in L.A. but lately everyone has a thing of their own.. I don't blame them.. we always had a thing of our own before and met up once in a while.. maybe I'm just bored and I have nothing to do.. my schedule s*cks right now and I go home at 8pm some nights which messes u my gym schedule and my routines.. maybe I should start swimming again.. that usually calms me down.. or revs me up whatever way you want to look at it...


oh speaking of being bored I have a winter sport lined up every wednesday, bowling, hehehe... yeah I know lame hahahaha... I don't like being out in the cold unless John and Tats can convince me to go skiing one of these days.. I hate the cold and the minimal time it takes for me to run from my car to the parking lot is enough for me to get cold hahahaha.... I know I should be acclimatized by now but hell no.. my body temp I think is still longing for the Phils. temp...


I just hope it gets warmer soon.. I know we need the rain, rain is good, rain helps the environment but can't it be summer already... summer summer summer... maybe I should make a sun dance just like the rain dance hahahaha...


oh speaking of backyards i think the grass is always greener on somebody else's backyard... so the allure might be there for san francisco only 'coz I don't live there.. I hate the rain and it rains there half the time.. icks, talk about cold weather...