I can't even feel it's Christmas

I saw this while I was browsing through my mail...

Do not rely completely on any other human being, however dear. We meet all life's greatest tests alone.

Agnes Macphail (1890-1954)
Political leader and activist

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I don't really feel that's it's gonna be Christmas in 3 weeks.. we cannot put up a tree in our already crowded house.. though we have one that's tiny and cute... I think I lost the excitement of going to the malls.. looking for that one perfect gift that you can give the people you care about.. I've been meaning to finish the projects i'm gonna give my friends but they're still stuck somewhere unfinished... hmm.. i think i need to go to the mall to feel the rush... I've been couped up at home for the last 3 days.. cleaning my room.. yes all that bathroom upgrade spread dust and plaster all over my room.. ugh...

   

anyway we're going to the mall later.. wahooo.. what will i get for myself today mwahaha...

   

sigh i still don't feel like this month is a special month...